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October 04 李玖哲-想太多September 26 very happy todaytoday i finally received his liu yan le.although it's just a sentence but i still happy coz he still rememeber me^^he seems fine n happy.i oso dunno lah.me luan luan guess de.hope he really happy.yesterday i got all the results of percubaan spm.all passed.so happy again^^ it's the best result i get in this year liao lol...me very lousy rite.so stupid...- - hope can get into sg college ba.then,all worries gone liao lol^^ hope i can wait for tat day...n i really happy to c him reply me...really...really happy...he no angry v me rite?..em...i think so^^ muakx September 22 sc今天我看到他上了可是我。。却故意下了。这算是我的错吗?我怕。我怕他。怕他像 上次一样，说了很不好听的话，说了很不在乎的话。听了很难过。已经很多天他没 上了可是当他上了也没留言给我而且一下子又下了。他成经说过无论如何都会每天 留言给我的可是为什么我们会变成这样。你说我变了。那你告诉我我哪里变了。这 么方加的是后我们还好好的，为什么只过了几天我们就变冷淡了。我知道是我不对。 可是你不用那么折磨我啊。难道朋友也不能再当了吗?我们就这样结束了吗?还是没 有。还是我们根本没在一起过，哪来的分手呢。是这样吗?你觉得是这样吗?还是一 直以来是我都在一厢情愿的喜欢这你。只希望你能够每天开开心心。。我也就开心 了。我真的很怀念我们玩闹的时候，真的很开心很难忘虽然我们有时还满好搞笑得。 只要成经拥有过，体验过，我已经很开心了。。如果你是还在生气我的话，我希望 你不要在气了，好吗。我现在在学一个东西给你，虽然不知到你喜不喜欢，要不要， 我都会学好的。我已经快学完了哦。希望你不会忘记有我这个小傻瓜喜欢这你，那 就以经够了。。被你疼爱，喜欢，照顾，呵护，洪我，骂我(有时后可是一点都不凶 的哦，而且还满可爱的)。那真的很幸福虽然很想能够那样继续下去可是。。。觉得 很舍不得你耶。这么办呢。挨。 September 07 nthgfeel tiredness n sadness in my heart...wan me say wat...just wanna ..............be good gal only August 16 Something is worth reading ....very sad story...
August 13 dao mei de yi tian - - jin tian,wo haooooooooooooooo shang xin o...wo yi da zao qu le xue xiao,wo peng you jiu gao su le wo wo bei xuan zhong le qu dang ping...hao nan guo o...hao bu xiang qu dang o...hao bu yao a...- -....wo xian zai hen xiang ma ren ............................mei ren gei wo ma ke shi wo que xian zai bei ren ma............. August 11 gan dong de wan shang gang gang around 10pm wan shang,wo gang chong hao liang...na shi zhi qian wo xin qing bu shi hen hao coz ta xia le ye bu li ni...dan shi wo chong hao liang jiu kan dao ta shang le...na shi ta shuo shenme ting songs de...wo mei kan dao shang mian de messages suo yi wo bu ming bai zhi dao ta mum shang lai , ta jiu shuo le,wo jiu ming bai le...ta send wo yi sou ge...wo na shi hou yi wei shi ta cong na li ting dao zhe sou ge ran hou jue de hao ting cai jie sao gei wo...na shi ta yi zhi shuo yao wo ting wan...wo hen qi guai...ge ming ming yi yang de a...gang ting de shi hou,kan dao na li xie '第一次 ' ,wo na shi yi wei shi 'GUANG LIANG de 第一次 ...ting dao ta qian mian de suan lv,wo jiu ren ding ta jiu shi guang liang de ge but ting ting yi xia jue de hen qi guai...wo jiu hen yong xin qu ting...ran hou wo jiu xiang dao shi ta zhang de meh ke shi bu ke neng zhang de na yang hao ting a...wo jiu zai na li huai yi ye bu gan qu wen ta dao di shi bu shi ta zhang de...ta shuo yao ting wan ta a,wo jiu ting wan ta lol...wo ting wan le,wo de yan lei cha dian liu xia lai le...wo zhen de hen gan dong...hen kai xin...di yi chi you ren zhang ge gei wo ting...zhen de ....hen...bu zhi gai shuo shenme cai hao...jiu jue de hen xin fu...hao hai xiu o...bu zhi zhe suan shi ai qing ma hai shi ge yong qing..............................................
ta ye you jie shi ta qu nong na ge ge cai xia de...ta shuo le dui bu qi...wo xiang zai zhe li gao su ta,'ni dou mei zuo cuo,ganma shuo dui bu qi a,er qie wo zhen de hen gao xing ni zuo de zhe xie shi...zhen de...' ke shi wo you huai yi , you wen ti xiang wen ta??na nv de shi shui?na ge lan de ming zhi shi shui?wei shen me ni yao zhang ge gei wo ting ne?ni bu shi zao zao de shi hou bu xiang li wo de mah????wo hao luan o xian zai....????ni shi zai yong na ge wan wo de ma huo shua wo de mah??ni shi zhen xin xi huan wo de mah??ni zhi shi simply just do tat to plz me or wat???i really dunno...maybe when u see tis,u will angry coz i'm not blive u but i'm huai yi ma,wo bu shi bu xin zhi shi ni de zui jing de hua zhen de hen hen ,hen shang ren........................hai you wo xiang wen ni na shi ni play de piano ma??hao li hai o...hen hao ting o...ni bi wo hai hui zhang ge a...^^...ni hui sheng qi ma ??
zui hou wo xiang shuo de shi'xie xie ni rang wo jin wan hen kai hen kai xin...zhen de...zhen de zhen de hen gan dong...' meme..
(guo le yi xia zhi xun zhao da an,zhao dao le)
dui bu qi...shi wo cuo le...wo zhi dao cuo le...yue liang wo hao ma???? WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS^^Read Each One Carefully and Think About It a Second or Two 1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.. 2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry. 3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. 4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart. 5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them. 6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with y our smile. 7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world. 8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you. 9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful. 10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened. 11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around. 12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you. 13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to. REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON. August 10 nan guo de yi tian - -Jin tian , wo hao nan guo…- -…xin qing bu shi hen hao,yi da zao wo qi lai de shi hou jiu zhe yang le,ye bu zhi ganma.zhong jue de jin tian hen men…jin tian wo you xiang qi ta le.wo chen ai guo hen shen hen shen de nan ren…you ke neng jin tian chong wo peng you kou zhong de hua ba.wo peng you ta jin tian shuo le yi xie guan yu wo na ban de peng you.wo peng you mei shuo dao ta de shi.na shi,wo zhen de zhen de hen xiang wen wo peng you , ta daodi xian zai guo de zhemeyang.hao ma?dao di guo de kai xin ma?xin fu ma?hai shi hai zai shou zhe wo men de chen nuo?hai shi hai zai deng dai wo hui dao ta de sheng bian?you ke neng ma?yi kuai dao 3nian wo men fen kai le…zhen de hen nan shou mei dang xiang qi ta…ru guo shi shang zhen de you wang qing shui gai you duo hao…gai wang de ren jiu neng wang ... mei dang kan dao bie ren you ren teng ai,he fu,shou hu,you duo me hao de gan jue a…ru guo wo men hai zai yi qi de hua,wo hui zhe yang de ne.shi kuai le de ba…shi xin fu de ba…hai shi………….gen xian zai yi yang ne….zhi neng xiang zhe wo men de hui yi …zhi mo mo de kan zhe ta…xiang zhe ta…wo gai xiang zhe ta meh?zhe gan qing kuai jue su le hai shi yi zao jiu jie su le ne?????ta wang ji wo le ma….hai shi ta shen bian yi ran you mei nv rao zhe ta shen bian ne…wo bu zhi ye bu xiang zai zhi dao le….wo yi jing liang ba ta wang ji le ke shi mei ban fa…mei dang xiang dao ta,wo de xin jiu hen tong hen tong,hao nan shou a….wo shi bu shi hen ben ne…ben dao bu neng zai ben ne……shen me dou mei you…zi zhi dao ku ku ku ku…lian wo shen bian de ren dou shuo ni baichi a…ku shenme a…ren jia dou ren da ni…wo mum mei chi dou shuo wo yi zi ku… yi ding hui bei nan ren pian de…shi a….wo zhen de ben,chun,baichi.na you zhe yang….wo bu xiang de a…ru guo wo ke yi xuan,wo ye xiang pian chong ming bu gei ren jia pian a…wo bu xiang de a…ni kan…wo xian zai jiu zai ku le…wo mei zuo shenme zi zai xie zhe xie er yi…ni shuo…wo zhen de hen ben ba…wei shen me na xie bu haode yi ding yao wo qu mian dui a…wo bu yao……wo…..zhen…….de…….bu……xiang………qu……mian……dui………rao le wo ba…bie ran wo zai xiang qi na xie shi le……..
ru guo wo neng you yong qi de shi hou,wo hen xiang wen ta…ni dao di zhen de xi huan wo ma??na ni gan ma bu jiao wo liu xia,wei shenme ni bu shuo sheng yi ju hua dang wo zou shi…ni zhen de hen tao yan kan dao wo ma.ni bu yao wo le ma???shuo de ye shi.wo suan shenme.zhang de you bu mei…ping shen me gen bie ren zen ne…wo zhi shi ge xia cuo zhan de che…wo shi ge ben dan…..shi jie zhao ji de da ben dan………………………………..wo bu xiang kan jian ta le…..wo bu yao zai que xiang ta le……….bai tuo ni……….zai wo de sheng ming zhong he ji yi zhong siao shi ba……..bie zai chu xian zai wo mian qian le………qiu qiu ni…….. August 07 stupid gal... today,it's not my day...they all dont wan to bother me...- - ...dunno wat to say...and exam gonna coming nearer and nearer ... and yet i havent study yet , just always playing tis computer .am i stupid doin such silly things??am i goin to continue tis all nosense????will they know????will they appreciate wat i done now???no , rite???they wont rite????i just doin coz i like to play or fooling around,rite????they still can find other carry on their life,rite????isnt it???i dunno...and oso dont wish to know coz some may not true from them....i'm really a stupid gal....the stupidest in tis world...- - a pic of my bfDon't stop reading you will regret it! girl meets a boy on a messenger crazy1 86:hey baby!!! h0tNsPiCy91:who is this? crazy1 86: ur secret admirer! h0tNsPiCy91:oh really.... quit lyin! who is this? crazy1 86:i loved u the first time a stared in your eyes... crazy1 86:i think about u everyday... you are my dream come true. crazy1 86:we met once! i dont think u remember tho. crazy1 86:i cut myself because the pain takes away my feelings of u. crazy1 86:u will see me sometime tonight.. h0tNsPiCy91:..WHO IS THIS!?!?!? crazy1 86:dont worry..ill take very good care of you... crazy1 86 had signed off. The girl was so scared she locked all her doors and windows. She made sure her room was secured.She wasn't sure if it was a joke or for real. She didn't know when he was going to come. The girl was so frightened she decided to sleep with her little sister.The girl dozed off quickly.Then she heard a knock on the window. The girl slowly walked to the window. It started knocking louder.The girl looked through the windows and saw nothing.. just some of the tree branches.The girl went back to bed with her sister. The bed was wet and had a pretty horrid smell.Maybe her sister wet the bed.. the girl checked and found blood everywhere. The girl panicked. She didn't know what to do.She ran and hid in the closet in case the killer was there for her.While looking through the cracks of the closet the girl saw a shadow.It was dark,so she couldn't figure out who it was.She started to get more frightened.The shadow crept closer to the closet.The girl closed her eyes as if it was a dream. Then suddenly he opened the closet door and pulled her out. Her parents found her dead the next morning.She was completely skinned and hanging in her sister's closet. The younger sister was also found skinned and dead. PART 2.. Two years after the Smith sisters deaths,the parents had a baby boy.The girl's room became a guest room and the little sister's room where the murder took place became the baby's room.The baby grew up to be a successful kid. One night he was on the computer and received an instant message. h0tNsPiCy91:Hey lil bro!!! 2seXay4u:Who the eff is this? h0tNsPiCy91:It's your big sis. 2seXay4u:I never had a sister. I'm an only child. 2seXay4u:This is some kinda joke, huh? h0tNsPiCy91:Mom and dad never told you? h0tNsPiCy91:I died 15 years ago with your other older sister. h0tNsPiCy91: We were murdered in your room which was once my little sister's room. She was killed in bed when I was sleeping. I was killed in the closet and skinned to death. 2seXay4u:Quit lying. I never had a sister.If I did my parents would have told me. Whatever. Your stupid. h0tNsPiCy91:You don't believe me? Well if you wanna look in your closet floor. h0tNsPiCy91:I carved my name and the time and date I was being murdered. Then I carved my little sister's name. h0tNsPiCy91: If you don't believe me little brother check the internet. Google on ''Smith sisters murdered anonymously''. h0tNsPiCy91:I gtg little brother. I love you and mom and dad soo much. I can't believe they kept us a secret from you. The boy checked the closet. He saw the carvings.Was it true? He surfed the internet and information was there about the anonymous murder in the house. The next morning the boy went downstairs. It was so quiet.Maybe his parents were sleeping. Hours later the boy found parents in their closet skinned and hanged. Then he found more carvings on the ground. They said ''I TOLD YOU I WASN'T LYING LITTLE BROTHER, I LOVED MOM AND DAD..BUT THEY KEPT ME A SECRET. I CAN'T BELIEVE IT. WELL I'M FREE FROM THIS COLD WORLD,I WON'T HURT YOU LIKE I HURT THEM.I LOVE YOU!" - LISA SMITH- This is a death chain letter. If you don't repost this in the next hour, the parents will kill you at night.They will kill you! DONT BELIEVE ME?LOOK IT UP IN GOOGLE! repost as-a pic of my bf August 04 ^^yo appyberday^^try 2 check it out... it's quite true let me know de result 2 ,ok if u dont mind ^^ http://www.211w.com/birthday/ August 01 em...still havent tink any suitable title^^ today a,our school form5 got a chemitry talk,so,we got one hour to go for our lunch.my friens and i decided to go out the nearby shop to settle our lunch.one of my frien bf is behind class,so u know now,rite wat they r...dont nee dme to explain further more^^ then,her bf with his friens in the car wanted to tumpang us to go out but i was so afraid tat my mum may come at any minutes,it's not kidding,i'm serious now....my mum is not a good person to push...blve me..em...i'm quite scared and almost wanted to cry out coz it's may consider as a big risk 4 me to do so ,rite but at tat time,i alredy hungry liao.if dont eat,i cant stand anymore.moreover,today,my gastrics act again.i feel quite pain.and the most pa ren de shi lai le.when mymum came to fetched me after the talk,she actually asked me u eat at the canteen school?yo friens oso eat there????how she know????is she suspect me or i too yi xin yi gui a...and i think surely my mum wont come here wating her time and petrol car ba...i think so and i try to answered with a calm and nothing happen^^ am i clever,hihi^^ (mei pei wo ma zhi dao, na jiu xie tian xie di le lol)and the driver is the former form5...em...he do not looks like his other frien but anyway i'm quite happy today coz can go out play although it's just 2have a simple lunch outside...and when we reached there,got oso our classmate boys.tat's reminded me the time when we go to kukup for a learning trip.we oso be together as a big group go around...^^ July 27 ^^stupid answer, so funny ^^
July 24 ^^top ten stupid questions^^
A Love Thing
A Love Thing
July 22 :+:*" i lOvE YoU:+:*" WHEN U R ONLY 7 YRS OLD, I SAID I LOVE U. U ASKED ME: WHAT IS IT? WHEN U R 15 YRS OLD, I SAID I LOVE U. U BLUSHED... U LOOK DOWN AND SMILE... WHEN U R 20 YRS OLD, I SAID I LOVE U. U PUT UR HEAD ON MY SHOULDER AND HOLD MY HAND... AFRAID THAT I MIGHT DISSAPEAR... WHEN U R 25 YRS OLD, I SAID I LOVE U. U PREPARE BREAKFAST AND SERVE IT IN FRONT OF ME, AND KISS MY FORHEAD WHEN U R 30 YRS OLD, I SAID I LOVE U. U SAID: IF U REALLY LOVE ME, PLEASE COME BACK EARLY AFTER WORK. WHEN U R 40 YRS OLD, I SAID I LOVE U. U R CLEANING THE DINING TABLE AND SAID: OK DEAR, BUT IT'S TIME FOR U TO HELP OUR CHILD WITH HIS/HER REVISION... WHEN U R 50 YRS OLD, I SAID I LOVE U. U R KNITTING AND U LAUGH AT ME WHEN U R 60 YRS OLD, I SAID I LOVE U. U SMILE AT ME :-) WHEN U R 70 YRS OLD. I SAID I LOVE U. WE SIT ON THE ROCKING CHAIR WITH OUR GLASSES ON. I'M READING YOUR LOVE LETTER THAT U SENT TO ME 50 YRS AGO... WITH OUR HAND CROSSING TOGETHER... WHEN U R 80 YRS OLD, U SAID U LOVE ME! I DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING BUT CRIED... THAT DAY MUST BE THE HAPPIEST DAY OF MY LIFE! BECAUSE U SAID U LOVE ME!!! PLEASE APPRECIATE YOUR LOVED ONES.. SAY "I LOVE YOU" TO THEM TODAY! [i love you] means really care for you...... say it out but not to expect the return or anything.... ^^ smile smile smile smile ^^1) I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you. 2) No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won ‘t make you cry.
3) The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can ‘t have them.
4) Never frown , even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
5) To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
6) Don ‘t waste your time on a man/woman, who isn‘t willing to waste their time on you.
7) Just because someone doesn ‘t mean they don‘t love you with all they have.
8) Don ‘t try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.
9) Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.
10) Don ‘t cry because it is over, smile because it happened.July 21 dunno i'm alredy tired of tis games..................i wish i can stop it and start it all over again if there's a chance for me again July 15 i'm relly feel very tired i relly cant tolerance anymore...those homeworks and subjects ned to study and review now.relly many many there plus the stress from ppl surround me.im not a very intelligent gal but just from a keb. student only.my iq and eq not so good as other so i cant compete with them who r very smart.so, i need to study harder and harder but i'm a very lazy gal.i lazy to study...lazy to do anythings now.relly stressful but wat i did now is not enough for me to sit my spm yet it's coming nearer and nearer.wat's now??????wat should i do????to sit spm with my ability now.it's sure i'mwill fail with a very rotten abd bad result out.they said to go to college just need money,does tat means not need to study hard?if like tat,doesnt it good?but the porblem still there,tat is i dont have money...
i'm relly wan to stop study but i dont wish to drop now...they always said if no study wat u wat to do.working?who will hire u? yeah,they r rite but study is relly hard and stressful...
 wo zhen de bu xiang zai bu le...my math is the weakest subject since small.but i still have to do it now coz i cant fail my math in spm.my mum send me to kumon and it's getting tougher now.i'm really have to crack my head to do the math,i relly hate math...really...just now when doin the paper,i wan to cry alredy coz i alredy dunno how to do the working,it's need to use brain but i hate to use my brain.the paper i do now is not the upper level yet,there's still many level to go.i dont wan to do anymore since small,my bro always very clever.he got straight A in his upsr and pmr and oso very terer in math.my mum always compare me and he,my result r really bad to him.my bro is a very hardworking student and many teachers like him.but the problem is he is a very hot temper boy.
i relly feel tired now.dunno whether after spm will oso feel tired or very freedom coz no more any burden for me...i hope so.i always need to smile to make my surronding ppl happy or dont wan them to notice that i'm sad.or maybe i'm a forgetful gal so easily forget the things including sad things.for me,i'm not a suitable for a busy,stressful,noisy places or cities.i dont like.i just wan a easy , freedom lifestyle but it's wont happen coz there noone will live so easy,there will be an obstacles in their life,am i rite.i oso dunno.maybe yes or maybe not
hope my life is all ok and my spm can get a good result.for me,gred A,B,C is alredy very good le.my mum always nag me to get straight A,it's impossible one a.how can i stupid like me to get straight A.if i get 5 A alredy can tou xiao le a...
much better now after writing all these...hope i can happy always.and now have to continue review le...gambateh...wo men yi qi jia you ba^^ July 08 kai xin hui lai le^^...[ MSNMyEt.com--ww sent 7/8/2007 2:12 PM:en [ MSNMyEt.com--ww sent 7/8/2007 2:12 PM:i am sorry [ MSNMyEt.com--ww sent 7/8/2007 2:12 PM:dan wo na ye shi tai sheng qi le a [ MSNMyEt.com--ww sent 7/8/2007 2:13 PM:wo dou hao bu rong yi shang le lai zhao ni de a [ MSNMyEt.com--ww sent 7/8/2007 2:13 PM:ke shi n que bu zai a [ MSNMyEt.com--ww sent 7/8/2007 2:13 PM:wo dou hou zhe lian pi qu wo tong xue na li shang wang [ MSNMyEt.com--ww sent 7/8/2007 2:14 PM:ni zhi dao wo shi tai zai hu ni le a [ MSNMyEt.com--ww sent 7/8/2007 2:14 PM:suo yi yan yu cai hui na me ji dong de a [ MSNMyEt.com--ww sent 7/8/2007 2:14 PM:dui bu qi le a [ MSNMyEt.com--ww sent 7/8/2007 2:17 PM:xian zai wo you shang lai xiang gen ni dao qian de a [ MSNMyEt.com--ww sent 7/8/2007 2:17 PM:wo zhi dao wo shuo de shi you dian guo fen le a [ MSNMyEt.com--ww sent 7/8/2007 2:17 PM:dan shi shui jiao ni mei shang de a [ MSNMyEt.com--ww sent 7/8/2007 2:18 PM:ru guo ni bu li wo ye mei guan xi le a [ MSNMyEt.com--ww sent 7/8/2007 2:18 PM:fan zheng zong you yi tian ni ye hui bu li wo de a [ MSNMyEt.com--ww sent 7/8/2007 2:18 PM:zhi bu guo ba shi jian ti qian le yi dian ba le a [ MSNMyEt.com--ww sent 7/8/2007 2:18 PM:shi ba [ MSNMyEt.com--ww sent 7/8/2007 2:19 PM:zhu ni kuai le a [ MSNMyEt.com--ww sent 7/8/2007 2:19 PM:bye
zhe xie zhen de ran wo hen kai xin kan dao zhe xie hua...ta zhen de shi hen guan xin wo but dang ta shuo jiao wo qu si ba,wo zhen de zhen de hen nan guo but wo hai xiang yao dui ta shuo sheng ' xie xie ni '...wo zhen de hen gao xin neng ren shi ni July 07 a very very bad and rotten mood i though today will be very happy day to me coz he chatted with me tis afternoon and we promised to on tis night.dunno who wrong in tis matter.i got tuition class at 4:30pm till 6:30pm and i can only on after my tuition class.and he on around 5pm.how can i on at that time which i still in the tuition class????!!!!when i read the offline messages i was happy in the 1st but when reached the last sentence,i was totally blank of mind.ta jing ran jiao wo qu si ba.i'm very angry to him and my mood drop to a very low level.i isnt smile till now.my face was totally very glum when i just now went out for dinner with my family.even my parent oso said me why face was so dark.later on,mymood got a slightly better and can smile a little.it's feel like there's nothing to be cared for me at all...totally lost interest in anything...no energy...to say anything too.it's really hurt my heart.i though he is my dearest net frien in my life but he is the one who said those words to me...he oso is the person made me cried a few times in front the computer screen.he can said to be the most important person to me or oso a person greatly influence me...really...the person who u care very much is oso the person will hurt u very much,the more u love the more u get hurted...tis words r really true,now i bliv it.now,i just wan to be alone...alone...with nobody always happy^^ today ne,i'm so happy coz we chat today.he got no money to surf net so he cant on for a fewsdays and he got exam and must review...i'm quite miss him coz cant chat with him these few days(dont tell him o otherwise he will very de yi)..haha..he is a really helpful friend . coz tis,he got no money anymore to pay the net.he really is a da ben zhu a......today,i got another nickname .tat is xiao lan gui.1st time he created and called me a new nickname...silly boy^^.he's really a silly boy.dunno whether he still likes tat girl he mentioned or not?i'm quite curious but darent to ask him.dunno why...and a few times i wan to declare to him but no dare to do so at last coz i dont wan to lose a good friend like him...i dont wish tat things to happen,really dont wan...i scared but dunno whther i can keep the secret for how long...haix |
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